Sunday, August 15, 2010 @6:05 AM
i'm scared...
i'm scared of going for it,
for doing it,
maybe pain,
maybe fear?
i say so much about facing fears,
yet when it comes to then,
fear consumes me.
i fled,
i caouldn't take the fact that... i don't know.
fuck...
i messed up i guess...
shy as i am.
i feel as though i have no where to express myself openly.
i feel cornered.
i feel like i want to just run and face everything,
but i can't take back what i did or didn't do.
i'm sorry i messed up.
i'm sorry i was an idiot.
i'm sorry for everything.
getting things right every and each time.
guess just not this time?
i wish i couldve,
maybe it's not meant to be?
i just want to fly...
i just want to make it.
i just want to love.
love you.
i just want to love.
freely,
openly.
be loved back.
i guess that's it.
i just want and wish for a world full of love.
♥