Monday, October 09, 2006 @12:25 AM
the sea breeze caressed my face, as i looked up, from a large boulder where i was seated. i gazed up at the starry night thinking : trying to remember those beautiful moments of my past. daddy i remember that time. i was 4 years old, and u came home one day. that song "twist again" was playing on the stereo. hahah. when i saw u, i ran and jumped into ur arms, hugging u so tight, i may have been crushing u. i want to let u know that, whenever i think of u, thats the first thing that comes into my mind.
oh and that time when i cried in my bathroom, cause u scolded me, and mum was bathing and yelling at me too. i was so spoilt. hahah. uve done well dad. uve raised and cared for me. and i love you so much. the thought of u leaving will always diminish me. i dont know. sometimes i wish the world would never end. and life just went on. people lived forever. but now thats not true. and i have a duty to this world.
i stood up slowly, taking my time to dust off grains of sand: which iritatingly stuck to inside of my shorts. and took a long route back to the house.
i was thinking dad, i always try to be like u. so much it scares me. hahah. i know what i have to do. and i will do it. and its about time i start straightening myself out.
im still trying to find my way back home. i procrastinate. and i wait for no reason. yet i know my destination, and how to get there. i want to start running again. ill wake up tmr. and jog. hahah.
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