Sunday, October 29, 2006 @2:46 AM
i have to be honest....it struck me a few minutes ago while talking to yi guang. for the whole year, weve been warned about this day. today. a day before the o levels. just one day. 24 hours. and im so damn scared. my malay paper is tmr. and i know nothing. i havent worked for it at all. just talked to my sis just now. she told me just work on sunday. do my best. and be proud of what uve worked for. a 100 metre sprinters win may be to be to finish the race first, but anothers may be to do his best, and know that hes done his best. whether first, second or last. im gonna do the best i can for malay tmr, i may not have done my best throughout the year, and probably fail, but atleast i had done my best for one day and ill be proud of that. and my other papers, well no time to waste. this is it. the os are gonna start... ive been waiting for this day for quite a while. and im gonna do the best i can. thats all i want. to be bigger than myself and challenge life. this is just a paper. and the questions merely questions. what do u know? please oh god...i need a miracle. i have been studying. for two months. but suddenly im lost. and i guess i havent been focusing on all my subjects. like science, history and poa. maybe ive been too complacent. so its comes at me now, but know im sprinting towards it aswell, with all my might and power. arghhh!!!will i be able to see the sun the day after tmr?
yes this isn't the end,
its just the begining.
but will i be able to surpass this part of my life?
you know what?
i will.
cause i will give it all i got.
and thats all that matters.
the sunny skies seem to darken,
as the haze from the south,
spreads to our land,
instilling our minds with fear,
however there are those few who can see through them,
and i'm one of them.
♥
